Yeah i know what yur thinking.... this journal is gonna be some perverted joke... heh right.

But seriously have you ever felt like you could shit rainbows and puke up butterflies? that is how happy i am right now... no lie. I feel amazing!!! i dont think i felt like this in a while... and its all because of one thing....well one guy. he was pretty much my BEST guy friend and i really liked him. well we were standong there having a poke war and all of a sudden he just kisses me... it came out of nowhere. sorta i knew it would happen eventually we had come close to it a few times earlier but when he kissed me it was like a bomb went off in my chest and it was amazing. i had to remind myself to breathe a few times. then he held me and it was even more amazing and extremely protective and i felt so ... arrgh whats the word i want to say secluded but it was a good kind of secluded like everything kinda fell into place.

well then we started to walk to the house im moving to but my mom told me over the phone to just go back so we( Him, me, and my little bro) walked back and we snuggled on the couch watching iCarly, lol i dont normally watch it but it was a pretty funny episode, until he had to go home.